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Nov. 8th, 2006

Can't Live Without You

Don't cry to me, if you loved me you would be here with me...

...I hate school. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.

And lots of other things, too.

...fill this out for me. Cheer me up. If that is even possible. Malik, why did you go?

(2 Points) My name:
(1 Point) My last name:
(5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(3 Points) Who am I in love with:
(2 Points) Where did we meet:
(2 Points) What kind of car do I drive:
(2 Points) where do I work:
(3 Points) what am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(1 Point) Do I like 'em:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) what’s my favorite color:
(3 Points) name something I hate:
(4 Points) name a talent I have:
(4 Points) what kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating right now:
(5 Points) how long have I been dating them:
(5 Points) what is the color of my room:
(5 Points) what is my worst habit:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

Oct. 8th, 2006

Shizuka - oh no

You're just like my Ken and Barbie doll, you dress up and play the game...

Pegasus-san and Malik-san are away for a while. I have the place all to myself. It's...strange, to say the least, since I am not yet used to living here. Sometimes, when I come home from school, I find myself unconsciously going to Rishid-san's apartment, since I spent so much time there.

Anyway. I really should make the best of the time I have alone. Maybe I will bake them some cookies for when they return. I certainly don't want to do my homework. Stupid, stupid science.

[Private.]

I can't help but think I made a huge mistake, and when Pegasus-san finds out...he is going to be furious, and I don't want to see that. He trusted me and brought me under his wing and I did this to him? I...realize it wasn't just me, but he...he acts like nothing happened...I don't know how to handle this, at all. I wish I could leave for a while, too.

Or someone to talk to about it. But they would just call me a slut, and rightly so. What was I thinking?

[/Private]

Sep. 5th, 2006

Shizuka

Can't wash it all away, can't wish it all away...

I'm all moved in in Pegasus-san's and mou hitori no Malik-san's apartment. I feel very grateful that they are allowing me to stay here for a while.

Set-san and I are going to the park this afternoon! I'm really looking forward to it. It's a little chilly out, but it's been so long since I've had a chance to walk around there. Maybe there will be something fun going on.

Private )

Sep. 2nd, 2006

flower

(no subject)

I...need someplace to stay...

[Private]

I don't know why I have suddenly been plagued with so many doubts, but that fight I had with kaa-san...she really thinks Rishid isn't good for me, he's so much older and she doesn't even know what he does for a living...it's made me start wondering what I am doing here. I mean...I do love him, but...

I just don't know. I need time to think, time away from him and away from these walls with so many memories. Kaa-san won't let me come home...

[/Private]

Sep. 1st, 2006

Shizuka

(no subject)

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